Daily Happenings

... The doctors said I was strong enough to get up and around, and do some more serious waking around the hospital... Sheska suggested I go see the babies, so we went together... I thought they'd be stronger than this... They were both on respirators, and they had so many nurses on standby, just in case something happened to them... I-It's so hard to see my own kids like this, and it's making me cry, knowing that they probably have a very slim chance of them actually making it. *cries* I-I know I have to try to be strong for them, but it's just too painful to bear, even if I have so many people around me... I'm sorry...

Well, Fletcher is back, which I am very happy about. We're having a good chat, just catching up. The twins seem to be doing fine. I haven't done any super strenuous work (Sheska scolds me if I do), and I've been eating the nutritious foods the doctors recommend, so all should be well. Hopefully we can see more of the twins at the next appointment.
Oh! And the furniture my grandma had was finally shipped here, and is in the other room that's not occupied right now. I know the babies won't be here for a while, but I suppose it still wouldn't hurt to get it all prepared.

Well... I did go to the doctor's office today, and they were able to make a good guess about it from the ultrasound.

From what I could see and what they told me, there's going to be more than one baby in my tummy. Yup, twins. And they both look like girls... Does that mean I do midnight feedings for two weeks, Russell?

I've got another doctor's appointment tomorrow! And they'll probably do an ultrasound too. Maybe we can figure out what the gender is then. I hope it's a boy, otherwise I'm going to be doing midnight feedings for a week! I did talk to Fletcher, and we decided to figure out what the gender is at the time the doctor thinks they can make the best guess.

I've given a call to my grandma. She is disappointed in me, but in a way, she's not surprised (I'm not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing). She also said that she does have some of my old baby stuff up in the attic. She said she'd ship it over  to the school whenever she got the chance.
I'm glad there are always people that care for you, even through the tough times. Thank you to all of you. *smiles*

*sigh* Sheska took me to the doctor this morning... I don't have a cold, or the flu, and don't worry Russell, it's not radiation or anything like that. *sighs again* I've already accepted it, but now I feel terrible for not listening to Ed. I'm sure I'm going to be a terrible mother.

As like Sheska, I've been busy too. Same as her, finals, projects, all the "fun" stuff... I think I had a cold for a while, but I still feel off. I should probably go see the doctor or the nurse, just to make sure, but with finals, I don't know how much time I'll have. I'll probably just take some medicine and try to sleep it off. Oh, well. At least I'm well enough to talk to Fletcher. That is if we'll get the time to talk.

RPer: Sorry I've been busy. I'll be able to RP more, so just IM me when I'm on. Holly, I need to have a chat with you(don't worry, you're not in trouble), so probably expect an IM from me when you're on. :3

    Not much is happening now. I'm not as busy as I was for a while, which is good, but now things to seem a bit boring. Maybe I've become boring. I don't know.
    Sheska's still as happy and in love as ever. She's still smiling around the house and she seems to be talking to me more now than reading books, which is different from usual, but as long as she's still happy, that's great for her. *smile*

    I think things are back to normal... Or at least as normal as things can be. *smiles* Things have been great lately, but I've heard some things that aren't really good things to say about people. *huff* Whatever, I shouldn't get worked up over it, and we already decided to ignore it, so I don't know why I'm still kind of hanging on to it.
    Sheska told me that they are getting married when they get a little older! I'm so excited for her! She's so ecstatic about it, but whenever she talks about it, she's always blushing and stuttering a lot, but that's just because she's both excited and shy about it. *smiles* I'm glad for her, especially I know it'll make her really happy.

I'm sorry. I didn't mean to upset people and I most certainly am not mad at anyone. I'm sorry Fletcher, I apologize for not being able to talk to you recently. I'll make it up to you somehow. Sorry to anyone else too. Don't worry abut me either, I'm fine.

    I really need to think before I act, or things can go bad. I also wish I could go back to change what I've done wrong. Well, it is wrong, but it's mostly inconsiderate of all things. At least some things got cleared up so I can understand and be more considerate now.
    And a different subject, everyone seems to be getting better and flu-free. It makes me happy to know everyone's not sick(because we all know the flu isn't fun.) I haven't gotten the flu, just a small cold, but now that's gone too. Now that I'm better, I've been thoughtful. Even right now I'm thoughtful. Maybe I should go continue working on automail. That might clear my mind a bit.

 

Everything has been going so well lately. *smiles* Everything seems to be perfect. Fletcher and I are better than ever and Sheska is finally coming home earlier. I'm glad that she's not home late, so she won't be stressed, but I think she prefers to be in the library than at home.
It's almost Valentine's day! *grins* It's one of my favorite holidays because you don't only have to give valentines to the ones you like, but you can give them to friends too.  I should see if Fletcher wants to do anything... Anyway, Happy early Valentine's Day!

Last night was a wonderful evening. I love the gift I got from Ed and Al (2 new wrenches!!), but I loved even more being able to spend some time with them. The dinner was delicious also. I'm very happy right now. *grins*
I talked with Fletcher a few days ago. It cleared all thoughts of him avoiding me(or anyone), because we all feel blah at times. Talking to him too made me really happy.
I'm not (as) scatterbrained! I'm starting to think that maybe being cramped up in a house, talking to no one is probably the cause for it. I do talk to Sheska, but she's usually home late. Well, either way, I'm much better now, and I think it's because I'm talking to more people. *smiles* And I've got to ask Ed about his automail, make sure it's functioning alright. It's getting really cold out now.

Still, not much has happened. I went on a double date with Fletcher, Russell and Sheska. It was fun. *smiles* Off-topic, I'm glad the small issue with the glue was nothing serious. I do get concerned if something does seem out of the ordinary, not just with him, with anyone. I mean, I'm not saying ordinary is a good or bad thing, just... Something that seems different... *rambles* I should get back to work on my automail. Maybe that will get me thinking more straight than I am, because I seem to be very random right now. *shakes head*
And Russell? I think Sheska was saying something about not liking needles very much. I believe it was just because it's sharper than she usually likes sharp objects to be... Something like that...

    Wow, so much has happened within the last couple of weeks, but recent days have been very... Blah? Nothing has really happened. Go to school, come home, work on homework and automail, go to bed, and repeat the process over again. I don't mind it really, it's not like it's super busy or anything.
    I haven't seen Fletcher for a while. I hope nothing has happened to him. Oh, and I got a new roommate, which is good, but she spends most of her time in the library. It's probably good to enjoy her love of reading. *smiles* And the new nurse seems very nice, I don't think there will be any problems between us. And I'm glad things are better between Russell and I. I really don't like him being mad at me...
     The new year seems to be starting out great, except I would like to see Fletcher more... I'll should call him or go see him or something, just to see what he's been up to lately. *smiles*

    I honestly have enjoying winter break, really. I've been working on automail, sleeping. Normal things a teenager would most likely do when they're off from school.
    The other night, I got the chance to give Fletcher an Ivy plant for him and his home for Christmas. He really liked it, which was good, but I accidentally got caught under the mistletoe(Thanks Russel!)so I just gave him a kiss on the cheek. He also came over to my house earlier today and we just talked. He ate some cookies that I made, and he liked them, which makes me smile. Just being around him overall makes me really, really happy.
It's already late, and I should be sleeping, but I'm just so cheerful right now! *grins*

Christmas is almost here and I'm still having some trouble figuring out gifts for a few people. It probably wouldn't be as hard as it is to decide, but lately I've been getting some orders for automail that doesn't freeze as much,(like Ed's automail), so that's sort of taken up some time. This weekend will be the weekend to finish up both automail and christmas gifts for friends. That way it won't be as stressful during the week for the oh-so fun exams during school! We'll have to see how things turn out. *smiles*
Oh, and I think Ed said that there may be a new transfer student! Hopefully it's a girl! It would be good to have another female at AH.

I know I just wrote something a few days ago, but now everything seems better. I am happier and everything is the way it should be. Hopefully it'll stay this way for the rest of the year, and maybe, even for a long time because everything is going very well for the ones I love. *grins* I'm afraid if I write more I just may be repeating myself. I hope everyone stays happy! Then I'll be happy too! *laughs*

*sigh* What an eventful night. Though I can't stay sad because, one: I knew it was going to happen sometime, and two: I need to stay strong and smile for the ones that need it the most. I'm there for him because we're friends.

I would write more, but I'm suddenly very tired. Maybe I should put some ice on my eyes so they aren't red in the morning. *sighs again*

For the most part, things have been very going well lately. The break was pretty good, but there were some things that happened that... Weren't as good as the rest of the week, but the past is the past. No need to bring it up now, especially when it's pretty much resolved. The only thing I can do now is both wait and be there for someone if that person needs it.

As for the new week, I've been feeling very happy. And I think I may be smiling more than I used to. Ed and I went out to the movies on Saturday and then we came back to my house to have dinner: Pasta with alfredo sauce. *smiles* Which he really liked. I'm glad he liked it, though the water for the noodles started boiling over at one point. *laughs*